Have patience with the process called life. Again I ask you to return to nature and notice that a fruit-bearing tree does not appear the day after the seeds are planted. It can be months where the seed is steeped in darkness before the first sprout springs above ground. Things take time to develop. If you feel immersed in darkness, know you are soon going to be sprouting. It will be lovely when you blossom, so continue to have faith in this journey.